I recreate nostalgic imagery with two goals: (1) exploring the materiality of paint and (2) defining nostalgic focus with found/generated imagery through play. Historically, I use painting techniques, collage, or existing photographic processes. Today, these processes continue through my simulations, and conventional techniques are blurred through the use of photosensitivity — by making paint photosensitive to the light of the Sun.
Embracing technical inconsistency and quietness in my work enhances the historicist and ruinous effects that glow like embers from nostalgic objects. My interest lies in re-appropriated nostalgia — play that aims to elicit nostalgia and to encourage a reconstruction of a place free from time. I aestheticize the allure of memory so it may become symbolic of experience, rather than experienced directly.
Play, in the spirit of Johan Huizinga's Homo Ludens, is the act of creating a world apart. Play represents both the freedom and emplacement of a grand game. Quiet play is an act — a silent prayer before breakfast. Quiet play in my practice is both an act of maintaining my body of knowledge and conducting compositional experiments. Like a prayer, painting to me is an act of inner reflection — a journey of feeling out for a little world through freedom and discipline.
My art is all dedicated to the betterment of expressing my perception of the times; the process is driven by the quiet play of nostalgia, and reflects the echoes of a timeless memory. With the playful drive, I look towards the pass to imagine what it would be like to experience once again. Yet, what of the future? With all that's happened in the iconoclastic beginning of a third millennium and my experience, I must ask the question:
What does the future of nostalgia look like?